出遠門了~~現在又回來了！

一年了，我看著STAR SPORTS　開始打著有關溫布敦的轉播、開始播放著歷屆比賽的精華。
一年了，我看著四周，才了解過去一年來我歷經了多少可能卻又真實的生離死別!

我真的覺得我老了，因為這樣的經歷、催化慢慢改變了內心深處的我，不由自主地而感到疲累、更想不起來上一次 真正無憂無慮地大笑是什麼時候~

雖然還是樂觀的，卻無法拋棄掉內心的煩惱…

雖然還是認真在生活，卻總在空檔時想起一切生離死別前的選擇性與可能性…

What if.......What if.....& If I could....

I know I've pushed too hard on those things,but just can't help it sometimes.

I still can remember the face of my brother & the lonely figure of my Dad.

I still can recall the scene of my weak mom lied in hospital bed.

I still can tell how angry & shocked I was when I found out the bill of my sis.

Sounds quite upset,huh....but life goes on,everything is possible,isn't it!?